Mr. Cornwell, In short, I'm a fan. I started with the Grail series and have read most everything else since. I just read "Growing up Peculiar" and felt compelled to comment. I was raised a Fundamentalist Christian (Church of Christ in Tennessee), but have slowly made my own Conversion to atheism. I was struck by your comment that you are H-A-P-P-Y as an atheist. I've considered myself agnostic for years now, post Cheerleader-for-Jesus days, but after reading Dawkins' _The God Delusion_ I rethought my position. A metaphoric weight fell away, much like it sounds it did with you. My family is less than thrilled, but oh, well. Anyway, I most appreciate the fact that you don't let historical Christians, especially priests, off the hook for their hypocrisies and evils. In a world in which _Left Behind_ is in print, let alone bestselling, you are a welcome relief. My (still fundamentalist brother) has read the first of the Saxon novels (I just started _Sword Song_) and doesn't know what to think. He considers Alfred the Great to be a personal hero, for reasons he has not explained but I can easily infer, and cannot decide if you like Alfred or not. I argued that Uhtred doesn't like him, but you objectively respect him. I'm interested, of course, in your thoughts. Thank you for your time and attention, and especially your stories. Sincerely, Neal Byles
I have a vast respect for Alfred . . . . I'm just not sure I like him very much! That's nothing to do with his Christianity, though he was, of course, a very pious man. He had little choice in that; in 9th Century Wessex Christianity was really the only product on offer (he would hardly have adopted the Northmens' religion) and in a pre-technological age, when sensible explanations for the causes of things was not possible, religion is really the only refuge. If he'd been born in Turkey he would have been Mohammedan - I'm always amazed that more people don't realise that the god they worship is 95% determined by their birthplace. A fundamentalist Christian born in Tennessee would be a fundamentalist Muslim if born in Tehran! And vice-versa. But what is admirable about Alfred is his clear-thinking, his organisational skills and his pre dedication to his people. He was, essentially, a man who struggled to be a good person and, in large part, succeeded.